it honest-to-goodness fascinates me at how quickly my mood can change according to whatever song pops up next on my music playlist. i can go from one side of the emotional spectrum to the other in a matter of seconds. i can recall memories from years (sometimes back even 10+ years) back, to things that happened yesterday, past hurts, past joys, past dreams, new inspirations, new aspirations, sadness, regret, hope, and the infamous “i don’t even know what i’m feeling but i can feel at least 10 different emotions running through me right now” feeling.
david ryan harris is currently serenading me with “don’t look down” while simultaneously reminding me to be positive and look at the good in all things. while the near future looks so uncertain and at time hopeless and like a big blackhole, i mustn’t be so serious and look for all the negatives or things that can go wrong first. “don’t look down, don’t feast your eyes on the things that are on the ground” i am resolved to be a happy person :0) que sera, sera! and whatever that is, i will find the good in it.
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